It's Too Long

      It's been so long. I have not noticed the time. Its been three months since a friend of mine and I have a misunderstanding. I can say that this friend of mine is a close friend before.I just don't know how and why that misunderstanding happened.  I just can't talk to that person nor just go near to that person even I like to. I don't have enough confidence to talk to that person.

I shall not grieve 

I shall not grieve

as one without hope

Of ever holding you,

    hugging you,

       pinching you

         on those fine pudgy cheeks

   and staring into

fire-warm eyes

But I shall surely miss you.

I shall not grieve

   as one forever robbed

      of friendship’s beauty,

         dazzling white,

 of laughter like

a thousand stars

   falling,

      breaking    into

        tiny prisms

of dancing light

But I shall surely miss you.

I shall not grieve

as one forever bound

    to earthly sorrow

      while you, dear friend,

          soar above clouds

   on eagle’s wings

to gaze upon your true Love’s face

But I shall surely miss you.

For why should I grieve

     when clouds shall one day part

         to reveal my Beloved’s glory

             and you along

        with ten thousand

   of His saints

Why should I grieve

     when He has promised

         Life

           to whoever receives Him

     believes Him

  trusts and obeys Him

HE is the God of the living

     not the dead

        He is your God

            And one day this veil of parting

       shall be removed

And I shall once more

    hold you,

       hug you,

           pinch you

       on those fine pudgy cheeks

   stare into those

fire-warm eyes

But for now I must shed these tears

    Because until  then

I shall surely miss you.

 

       I had read this poem from http://carolyn1216.multiply.com/journal/item/8/A_Poem_for_Two_Friends_Sorely_Missed. This poem is for you.

 

       I hope, I really do hope that we will be friends again.