All I thought was I already found a person whom I could trust, a person who'll always be at my side, a person who'll always be true to me at all times, a person who really care for me and a person who'll not do or say something that might hurt me. But at this moment, I think I was wrong.
I am a simple and a quiet person. Actually, I don't have enough self-confidence to express what I truly feel. But I'm always true to everyone. I care for my friends. I treasure friendship. I appreciate every single thing that they are doing. I don't easily forget the things that had happened especially if my name was involved. Every word that I hear, every happening that I see whether it's good or not, I always keep it on my mind.
I consider myself a strong person, I want to. But right now I wanna pause everything even just for a while and cry. I think I'll be losing someone again and again and again. Why it always happen to me? Why am I always alone? At my position right now, I can't express what I truly feel. I'm afraid coz' I might loss her.
I just don't know if I had found that person or am I just to eager to have that person that's why I pretending that I already found that person? I wanna believe that I had. Is four years not enough to find that person in her identity? If not, I will never stop waiting-never stop waiting for my best friend.
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